just smile :)

Busy sgt2 few weeks ni.. bayangkan,research sume nak kene complete n hantar kat lecturer, at d same time ade byk presentations, and kene gi hospital clerk case, jumpe patient, then kat kolej plak kene jumpe juniors, reflection yg asek kene ubah tarikh je... minggu ni, hari2 kene ujan.. mmg sesema n sakit kepala... kdg2 ble dh letih tu, tido smpai x leh nk bgun. terpaksa la set 5 alarm to make sure bangun utk wat keje...

"terbaca" or sengaje baca satu blog ni.. xtaw la nape suke sgt bukak blog die.. mybe i'm still afraid if she still has the same feelings like before. i just want to ensure that she totally let go of him and find someone else. sometimes tertanye2 kt diri sndiri.. aku  xpcaya si dia ke? x la.. aku percaya.. aku x kisah pun die nk wat pe, mmg aku dh x control die lg. coz d best way for us, xnak gaduh, .. so mmg xde control2 lg... but die pun dh main pandai jaga hati ni... if ape2 he will ensure yg aku x rase kecik ati.. aku tau die takut kalo aku kecik ati.. coz die mmg xtaw nak wat pe..

but, antara semua, die mmg yg terbaik. even aku ni byk kekurangan, and aku confirm sgt kalo dgn org lain, msti dh break (based from d past). tp dgn die, die sabar je, and he understands my situation. kadang2 rase malu dgn die. coz aku marah lebih2, tp die diam je, and biar aku cook down sndiri, and then still come and approach me with smile. serius, mmg susah nk cari org mcm die. i'm very lucky. :)

some of my friends ade "problem" and die cite mase reflection. kdg2 sedih sgt bile kite dh kawan rapat dgn seseorang, then suddenly gaduh besar, then trus x kawan lgsg. smpai xleh tgk muka.. dorang mmg rapat sgt2, but dorang now dh mcm strangers. sedih plak bile tgk keadaan mcm tu..

hmm.. in terms of academic plak, now mmg aku rase aku ni mcm sedikit "slow". coz kdg2 mse lecturer ckp, asal la aku mcm blur sgt? bukannye aku xtau, aku juz xdpt catch ape yg die ckp... agaknye coz few weeks ni byk mkn mcD kot. ntah ape mimp aku ngidam mcD. hahaha chicken mcbite tersgt la sedap... :D so, kene wat research lagi and kene study utk final exam. next week is study week, so ade 1 week je nk revise sume... hope sempat..

so, this december, after final exam and research, aku nak enjoy~~~ muahahaha