broken

u texted him, asking for her number? don't care what are the reasons, but u hurt me. i tot u aldy forget her. she's d reason y i get this depression. she hurt ur gf, n yet u still contact her?

give up d.
i think we won't last long..
all that i dream of us were just a waste of time.

one thing i never understand u. WHY don't u choose her? she close with ur sis, ur siblings, even went to meet ur family, she knew ur family, friends, ... but why don't u choose her??? i'm pretty sure everyone hopes u both to couple. i think she will be happy. ur sis and siblings and family and friends also will be happy. but, will u be happy? u make it so complicated becoz u love me. u choose me. why u choose me? u make it hard for me.

yeah.. like u said, its about ur happiness. u'll happy if with me. how about them? u don't want them to be happy? or u just don't care? i don't know why i care... i hope the girl standing next to u now is not me, but her. i don't know why..

i love u, really i do. but, will u just let them do what they want, and just stay with me? that will be lots of sacrifices. i love to see u happy with them. but i'm not that type of girl. i prefer to stay indoor and just chill. i'm no fun at all. i always feel very pity on u. i love u and i don't want u to be sad. u just make it more harder when u said, as long as i'm with u, u will happy. u always happy.

i'm unable to make decision. maybe coz i love u too much.

to my b

Do u remember when the first time we date? - It was at the lake.
Do u remember when the first time u sent me sms? -It was in miss lina chemistry class.
Do u remember what u told me before? - U said u won't break my heart, u never want to see me cry, U will take all the broken pieces of my heart and put them together.
Do u remember what u promise me? -U promised that u love me the one and only ur girlfriend and won't do anything that sorry to me.
Do u remember what u said about my looks? -U said that even if i'm not the prettiest girl, but u still love me.
Do u remember what u said when i was so down about my looks? - U said, don't look at the mirror if u hate to see urself in it. Let me look at u and u just look at me.
Do u remember u always sms me, in the morning, afternoon and at night?
Do u remember u always said that u miss me, and can't wait to see me on the next day?
Do u remember that u said, u never want me to walk away?
Do u remember when u sang to me, and u sang with all ur heart?
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Do u remember, do u ever remember anything about us?... are all our memories are meaningless to u? ...

wish u can feel the way i feel about u..

my eyes

There was one time, a guy told me that i have a very beautiful eyes. He said that my eyes are big, round and very pretty. Among many people that told me that my eyes are beautiful, words came from u are the most meaningful to me. thanks, u. i really appreciate. i wish to let u know, i wish i am brave enough to confess that i like u. when the first time i saw u, i knew that i like u so much, i can't get my eyes away from u. yeah, u're handsome. many girls like u and dreaming about u. i just wanna try my luck.

Till now, i'm still afraid to tell u, that actually what i want from u is more than this. because i don't have confident on myself. i like u, more than this. even till now, i know it is wrong. don't get me wrong, please. I wish u know that i've been waiting for so long for a guy like u. u are very understanding and always make me smile, even if u are not really good in making jokes, but i can just smile by ur presence.

among all, i trust u most. to let u know that nothing can replace u. and i wish i can let u know that,

"The most beautiful thing about my eyes , is the reflection of urs."

Beauty

I grew up comparing myself to Barbie.
I don't have long, blonde hair.
I don't have sparkling blue eyes.
I'm not six feet tall.
And my body is far from perfect.
But I'm am better than Barbie. Because I am real, 100% real, and that is more than she could ever be.

-Reality

Yes, I'm not pretty, I'm not perfect like all ur female friends, I'm not perfect. But, THIS IS ME. I won't change myself for u.