i am 22.. :)

Even blom officially 22, tp nak share je la... kite patut dress up according to our age.. xkan la dah umur 60, nak pakai tshirt gmbar bunny kan.. hehehe so, bende ni la yg aku agak pening sket.. cmne nk dress up bg nmpak matang eh? aku tgk kawan2 sume nmpak matang gle... sume dh nmpak cam umo nk dkt 30.. tp aku ni.. kdg2 org kate, "skolah kt mane,dik?".. then aku jwb, "kat university medical..final yr degree".. "eh? btol ke? cam baru nak amek spm je.. ".. lol.. mgkin care aku dress up xnmpak tua kot...

Anyway, aku rse depends on org tu sendiri la, nak pakai pe kan.. janji pakai baju.. ahaks! ;) so, ni saje2 je, minat nak baju kat forever 21.. tp ade masalah $$ skang.. haha.. maybe one day.. mane tau, kan? :)

          


kalo roxy plak...

         

hhhhmmmmmmmmm... ape nk pakai nie?
baju kurung n kebaya... sbenarnye x sberapa suke pakai, even dr kecik pon...
slalunye mase 1st raye, pakai mase pagi, ptg sket dh tukar t-shirt..
agaknye ikut mcm papa kot.. die pon x ske pakai baju melayu.. haha :D
tp sgt suke baju kurung cotton, kurung kedah n kebaya nyonya.. :)

          


so.. still x de idea nk pakai cmne....

-______________________-"

just wonder..

Byk benda yg ak trfikir malam ni..
td trbaca satu blog, gaduh psl agama.. tp bende ni dh lama la..
ade yg sokong, ade yg x.. ade yg xnak gaduh..ade yg cuba brdamai...
just trfikir..
kalo aku ckp, bf aku chinese, msti org kutuk kan...
msti org ngumpat, ckp mcm2..
dlu ak trbaca kwn aku ckp.. agak kecik ati la kan..
tiap kali tgk post die, rse cam budak mentah aje..
dlm hati ni bisik, "tunggu la ble ko sendiri yg kene, baru la ko paham."
tp kan.. sbenarnye, melayu ke, cina ke, india ke.. lain-lain ke..
sume same je..
sume ade rase dengki, sume ade rase happy atas kejatuhan org len..
sume rse diri tu hebat dan betul..
sume gilakan kuasa.. tp ble dh ade kuasa, salah gunakan kuasa tu..
ak rse xnak campurla hal2 politik ni..
ak pon ade pendapat sndiri.. n x sume org trima pendapat ak..
honestly, susah nak ckp dgn org yg slalu ingat die betul..
susah jgk nak cari org yg bleh hormat pndapat org len..
ak pun cam tu jgk... tp kdg2 ble dh malas nk layan, aku diam je..
lantak la kau sesat sorang2.. ble ak ni dh terbukti betul, baru la kau senyap kan..
kdg2 angin jgk.. sbb ak ni panas brn jgk...
so, ble dok dlm bilik sorang2 pndang dinding..
buat reflection la kan..
knape nak kisah org cakap pe..biar la pe org nak ckp..
manusia, mane pnah puas..
even bagi sejuta pun, msti x cukup pnye..
if kte tgk couple tu happy, x semestinye dorang xde problem..
if kte tgk couple tu gaduh, xsemestinye dorang x sayang..
x semestinye yg cantik dpt yg hensem je..
x semestinye yg kaya nak couple dgn yg kaya aje..

how bout kte sume just be happy?
knape nak musuh2.. busuk ati...
kan best kalo kte sume slalu senyum n tolong satu sama lain?
:)

nak raye dah

dah nak raye dah, kan? tggal brp ari je lg... so, sume org tgh busy kemas umah la, beli baju la, beli brg nk masak la.. balik kampung... or pegi holiday kat dlm or luar negara... raye kali ni... still boring cam last year, for me.. raye kat kl aje.. x gi mane2 pon... for d past few years, mmg raye kat kl aje.. xde sape lg kt kampung... uncle ngan auntie ade la.. tp ramai yg balik kampung sndiri plak...

so, biase aje la raye kali ni.. kuih raye ade beli n buat... baju pun ade beli n buat... beli baju kebaya aje.. baju lain, cam xde mood plak nak beli. lol -_____-" baju kebaya ni pon xtaw la nk pakai ble... ingat nak pakai mase jamuan raye kat kolej, tp tbe2 rse cam malas lak nak gi.. junior dh ramai.. msti bertambah sesak... so, malas nyeeeeee....

best pasal raye sbb ade lemang ngan rendang. hehe my favourite!!! :D tp xleh melantak sgt, sbb saye kene ikot pantang.. adoi... :( udang pon xleh nak baham dah... :'(

senang cite, mmg biase je la raye thn ni.. mcm thn yg sbelumnye..
-boring-

agaknye thn dpn leh gi oversea smbut raye, mane la tau, kan... haha berangan la.. :P

urm.. never mind..

nak merepek sket la kat entry ni...

yes, i still care.
its hurt.
i can still recall what she did to me.

why its so hard for me to forgive her?
I've tried.. but, she hurts me so badly, until i don't know how to forgive and forget.

how to let this go?
I don't know.

He's innocent.
I know. I'm sorry.

I tried to not think negatively about other people.
Its just that, my past is haunting me..
keep reminding me of what other people used to treat me.
I'm afraid it will happen again.
I don't wanna get hurt even more.

with all the time i have, i just want to be happy.

things come from the heart

 

I will keep on smiling. I will be strong.

I wish when the time I have difficulties in life,

and I say, "I'm okay", someone will

come and hug me and say,

"I know u're not."

When I'm stress, I will just listen to music.

Blogging is another way for me to express my

feelings.

I can be a little girl, that afraid of the dark,

and need little teddy to accompany me

to sleep.

I enjoy to be surrounded by nature. :)

Sometimes, u can also call me a nerd. :P

Its my habit to look at the moon,

before i go to sleep.

I'm sensitive. I can easily cry.

My heart is fragile. It can easily get broken.

My bf. Thank u for always holding my hands,

everytime i fell down, I know u will be there

to slowly guide me to walk again.

Hope we will be better from now on.



kenapa???

Kenapa saye xmau study, even saye ade byk mase utk study.
Kenapa saye xmau study, even saye ade buku dan internet.
Kenapa saye xmau study, even saye ade leture notes.

Haiz...

Penyakit malas dh dtg balik...
xsuke penyakit ni.. stiap kali, rse malas gle nak study.. research pun agak malas nak wat...

end up...

sume nye wat last minutes..

bertambah stress la aku mase last minutes nnt...

-___________-"

okok... saye agak bosan.. ari2 mcm xde target la kan..
nak shopping pun xde mood... nak tgk movie pun xde mood...
saye rse nak tido aje...
sbb bulan pose ke? xkan la kot... -___-?
lectures dlm claz pun saye x brape paham..
patutnye saye study la kan...
tapi, saye MALAS!
adeh... asal la malas aje neh...

OK!
saye nak rehat ari ni.. esok saye study. kot.
lol

hairstyles plak..

ni dh pnah wat 2 years ago..


kalo rmbut pendek, dr kecik lg asek rmbut pendek je..


curl.. dh wat last year... rimas la.. susah nak sikat rmbut..


nak potong pendek cmnie ke ek..?


cam ganas je..


amek kau.. heart attack mak aku.. -__-"


don't want to curl my hair again..


ha... yg nie xpnah wat lagik.. hehehe :P


sbenarnye, camnie pun cute pe..


tp, saye ske gothic cmnie..hikhik (ngade2 sgguh!)


cam tembikai je..


skang rmbut saye cmnie..


emo pun ok...


kaler ijau la.. :P

haha.. mane satu nie..... -__-?

must have!!

should get this for my niece.. :)






saye agak childish.. hehe.. :P i like childish.. ;)


nak ikat rmbut cmnie...


er... asal lak nie.. -________-"



comel kan kan kan?
;)