me: I am lonely. I feel no one is there.
people: I am here. I always there if u need someone to talk to.
reality: Nobody's there. Nobody's there to listen to u. Nobody's there to comfort u. U on ur own.

that's the reality. No one is there when i need the most. People can promise, but will they be there 24 hours for me? I know God will always there, hear me.. listening to me. But, i need someone that can advise me, can respond to my questions, that able to comfort me. I am depress. and guess what? i am alone. nobody next to me. i'm on my own. anything i do, i'm on my own. don't question about what i did. coz u don't know what i've been thru.