inspire me,plz

i'm trying

i'm trying hard.
i just close my eyes of things that i don't want tosee.
i just pretend that i'm alright.
i am alright.
am i?
...
ok,..ok, personally, i wish u will be more understanding.
i can still recall ur words.
or, maybe u're pretending as well.
why can't we be like others?
...

:(
i  wish that i can wait  for u for the rest of my life..
u're lucky, that i love u this way.
but, am i also lucky like u?

I believe

I believe-
That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a
while and, you must forgive them for that.

I believe-
That true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love.

I believe- That you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.

I believe-
That it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.

I believe-
That you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them

I believe-
That you can keep going long after you can't.

I believe-
That we are responsible for what  we do, no matter how we feel.

I believe-
That either you control your attitude or it controls you.

I believe-
That regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there
had better be something else to take its place.

I believe-
That heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done,
regardless of the consequences.

I believe-
That just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

I believe-
That maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've
learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated.

 believe-
That it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others.
Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.

I believe-
That no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.

I believe-
That our background and circumstances may have influenced
who we are, but we are responsible for who we become.

I believe-
That just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other,  And just
because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do.

 source: http://www.rogerknapp.com/inspire/Ibelieve.htm

when u're heart broken..

when u're broken heart..

what u must remember is that,

this thing will pass..

time will heal ur broken heart!!

U may feel pain in ur heart..

U may feel like u lost something in ur life..

U may cry as hard as u can...

Some people may feel like suicide..

Some people will just pretend to be happy

and calm..

But..

whatever u do, just give urself time to heal.

Dun think about suicide,

coz its NOT WORTH it.

Be good to urself..

if no one can treat u good,

u can be good to urself.

do things that make u happy..

Maybe u can get a pet,

or u can go for a vacation.

Ur journey in this world is still far..

learn from ur mistake..

take this as an experience..

:)

My dear friend,

To farah,

Happy birthday to you!!!

Ak x reti la nak wish sgt...

Tapi ak hrp ko slalu happy,

jgn sedey2...

Kalo ko jatuh, cepat2 bagun balik..

byk benda kat dunia ni ko x wat lg..

so, discover new things everyday..

who knows, benda yg ko rase ko xley wat,

tapi end up jadi benda yg ko terer wat, kan?

nothing is impossible..

;)

jgn dengar ckp org..

org kalo dah dengki kat kte, mcm2 dorang

leh wat utk jatuhkan kite..

yg penting sabar n wat xtau je..

ble ko dah success nnt,

diam la dorang tu.

(ingatan utk ak jgk. hehe)

Take care...

nnt kalo ade pluang, kte hangout la ye..

Have A Wondeful Birthday! :)

a new semester today.

I pray:

I hope this semester i will be more focus to my studies.

I want to be a top scorer like i used to be.

I want to be happy everyday,

I don't want to be like others,

which they being nice to others but talk bad things about the

person when they not around.

I want to be good in art, again.

I want to be active in sports, again.

I want to be myself.

tired

tired with everything.
will let it go.

i don't deserve this.